Klaine: Everything We Had
If you were here beside me, instead of in New York, if the curve of you was curved on me, I’d tell you that I loved you before I even knew you ‘cause I loved the simple thought of you. If our hearts are never broken, there’s no joy in the mending. There’s so much this hurt can teach us both. Though there’s distance and there’s silence, your words have never left me. They’re the prayer that I say every day. If you were here beside me, instead of in New York, in the arms you said you’d never leave, I’d tell you it was simple, and it was only ever thus, there is nowhere else that I belong. Come on, come out, come here, come here. Please don’t let this turn into something it’s not. I can only give you everything I’ve got. I can’t be as sorry as you think I should, but I still love you more than anyone else could. All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight, is it could take my whole damn life to make this right. This splintered mast I’m holding on won’t save me long, because I know fine well that what I did was wrong. We have got through so much worse than this before. What’s so different this time that you can’t ignore? You say it is much more than just my last mistake and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes. First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything. The way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned. And I don’t know where to look. My words just break and melt. Please just save me from this darkness. Please just save me from this darkness. I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down. My arms around his neck. My fingers laced to crown. I don’t want to talk about things we’ve gone through. Though it’s killing me, now it’s history. I was in your arms thinking I belonged there. I figured it made sense, building me a fence, building me a home, thinking I’d be strong there. The gods may throw the dice, their minds as cold as ice, and someone way down here loses someone dear. Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you, but what can I say, rules must be obeyed. I apologize if it makes you feel bad seeing me so tense, no self confidence. We might kiss when we are alone. When nobody’s watching we might take it home. We might make out when nobody’s there. It’s not that we’re scared, it’s just that it’s delicate. You were the only face I’d ever known. I was the light from the lamp on the floor, and only as bright as you wanted me to be. But I am no gentleman. I can be a prick. And I do regret more than I admit. Everything we had is no longer there. Give a little time to me, or burn this out. We’ll play hide and seek to turn this around. All I want is the taste that your lips allow. Give me love like never before, because lately I’ve been craving more. It’s been a while but I still feel the same. Maybe I should let you go. But you know I’ll fight my corner. Maybe tonight I’ll call you, after my blood is drowning in alcohol. No, I just want to hold you. Settle down with me. Cover me up. Your heart against my chest. Your lips pressed to my neck. I’m falling for your eyes, but they don’t know me yet. And the feeling I forget. I was made to keep your body warm, but I’m cold as the wind blows, so hold me in your arms. Kiss me like you want to be loved. I’ve been feeling everything, from hate to love, from love to lust, from lust to truth. I guess that’s how I know you. So I hold you close to help you give it up. My skin grows over my mistakes. I just can’t stop smiling at you. I just can’t stop smiling. Could every time I breathe in, be every time you breathe out? Could every time I breathe in, be every time you breathe out?